.......

FUCK.

Go fuckin die Konea.
stupid shit.
STUPIDDD SHIT!
why do u always have to hurt urself?
let alone let urself scream for what others do to u?
STUPID.

STRAIGHT As! 8As! AAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!

:D
Today, at 10.40am, my PMR results were out.

Yesterday was such a horrible day. Ugh. After I got home from my training around 11am, I took some rest and found out that I got HIGH FEVER right after waking up. *sigh* And plus my body hurts so much cos I TRIPPED OVER THOSE DAMN HURDLES. hahahahahah. Which was in a very ugly and disturbing way. In front of the ex. HAHA. Right. Funny. Embarrassing.

Probably the MOST embarrassing day of my year. =.=

The fever made it sooo hard for me to move around till mummy had to FORCE me to go see the doctor. I refused at first cos I hate the doctor. But at last, I gave in to mummy. =.= Came home from the clinic an hour later, ate dinner, meds, THEN SLEEPING MODE. grrr.

Around 8.30pm....

I woke up sweating. I was covered in sweats. T___T
I was wearing a super THICK SWEATER, LONG PANTS, BLANKET AND NO FAN/AIRCOND.
LIKE SAUNA.
But in a very disgusting way. HAHAHA.

:D But I woke up feeling all better.

Okay anyways yesterday was ugh. This morning I woke up feeling all better. :D Made my bed, looked at my sister getting ready for work. Then I realized. . . . IT'S THURSDAYYY!

"OH SHITTTT! RESULTS! MATI LAHHH!"

I went online to kill the time. Chat with miss Tyajayze a.k.a my sister. *sighs* And she was like, " You'll get straight As thaaaat! CONFIRM!". Wasn't any help. I was DYING on this very chair I'm sitting on right now. Grrrr.

Got out of the house around 10am. Reached school but the results weren't out yet. Waited for another 20 minutes or so, all the besties were there. We were quiet, and sweaty. Hahah. :D Puteri cried like nobody's business. . then. . JENG JENG JENG! They were out with the results! :D We had to sign our names to get our results and to those who has a 'tick' next to their name has to go TO THE STAGE. And I have it. So does the rest of 28 students.

And I knew it. :D I KNEW IT!
Call me perasan/full of myself. But it's a fact. :D All I had to do is wait for that piece of paper.

AND AHAH!
"Konea Kamin".
I smiled and sawwwww these. . .

BAHASA MALAYSIA - A
BAHASA INGGERIS - A
SAINS - A
MATHS - A
GEOGRAFI - A
SEJARAH - A
PENDIDIKAN ISLAM - A
KEMAHIRAN HIDUP (PERDAGANGAN & KEUSAHAWANAN) - A




damn you THOSE 8As are finally MINE. :D

YEAAAAH! :D First person I called was NINIE! :D Den my baby, then. . . more people which I forgot. :D Ran over to my mom's place and she gave me this wide smile that I can never forget! :D Nothing's more meaningful than seeing the shine on your mom's face when you've made her so proud. :D And soon to be broke. Cos she was like. . ." So now we're gonna get you that laptop you wanted."

And I went. .
" I changed my mind. I want a BLACKBERRY now. :D HEHEHEHE."

I know I know, I'm such a spoiled brat. Hey, I might not get this opportunity EVER AGAIN. So, better now right. Besides, I'll only need a laptop when I further my studies. Right now I have the desktop computer all to myself anyways. :D Yay!

Mummy said YES. :D And she's gonna be broke for this Straight A daughter of hers. :D

Probably will go check it out this weekend. :D YAY YAY YAY!

KONEA KAMIN IS A SPOILED BRAT.
*sigh*
And baby, you promised me a Ninja. :) Kawasaki kaaan?
Iloveyou baby. hehehe.


:D BLACKBERRRYYY!

Anyways, to end this post, I'd like to thank these people whom have helped me through out the whole year till the results got out.

First and foremost. .

Syukur Alhamdulillah to Allah, for blessing me and for being with me through thick and thin. =)
If it wasn't for Him, I wouldn't be here, and that's for sure.

Next, to my beloved parents! For the support and all the 'marah-marahs'. :D Hehe. It pays to marah your daughter if she onlines too much. :P

Then, MY SISTERS! To Kak Ninie, thanks for having faith in me. Thanks for thinking that I'm nuts for not being confident. :D And also thanks to Kak Anne for the support. :)

My best friends! Syiqin, Alyssa, Puteri, Siti, Joanne! WE DID IT! Straight As! Tira! U too babe! I love you girls so much!
To my seniors, ANN, SULINA, JANE, DAYANA AND ETCCC!
THANK UUUU!

Then, to Mr.Vachel. Thanks for believing in me. To, my coach, Uncle Wallace, yes, PMR wasn't hard bah. :D Hehe and Andy a.k.a Andiee! You were the one who was there giving support all the way. I'll never forget ur words, and yes, if it wasn't for you, maybe I wouldn't get this result. :)

Lastly, to my baby. Even though I didn't know you when I was sitting for my paper but the support you gave me when I was about to take my results is just PRICELESS. :) I love you so much bie! ♥


THANKS TO EVERYONE!!!
HUGGLES!
I'll never forget this. :D





BLACKBERRYYY!
hahahahahahah.

Pa ra pappa~ It's a SUNNNDDDAAAYYYY!

Tumblr = Cute. :)
http://tracklover.tumblr.com
my tumblr.

Sabah Weekly's Finals were okay. Can't say that I'm satisfied but at least I did my personal best! 3rd for the 300meters and 2nd for the 100meters. The 100meters was just a fluke lah tapi. Buek. :P

MANILA! Wait for me! :D

I slept so early last night. Felt sooo effin' burn out for no reason. Probably because of the competition or so. I slept at 8.30pm. :D Was planning to sleep till noon, till Miss Tantini Kamin decided to kick me on my ass and screamed. .

" CHEEEEE WAKE UP! LET'S GO JOGGING! "

Ohhhh god. Another healthy day. * I feel blessed to be in a sporty family. :P *

Anyways. Dragged myself out of bed but of course, with loads of complaints. Showered, packed and so on. Wanted to call my baby but NAHHHH, he's sick, so let him sleep. :) Arrived at Tun Fuad around 7.30am. I swear to you I remembered Ninie saying this. . .

Ninie: Chee! Kita jog slow2 ja ahhhh. . .
Me: okay. . slow. .. * mind set, SLOW JOG*.

No pressure right. So we got ready, with my iPod and her Sony. Camwhored for awhile *hehehehe* then off we go! Little did I know, our pace got faster, and FASTER and somehow, WE RAN LIKE WE'RE IN A COMPETITION!

Cilaka you big sista! HAHAHA! I was following her pace because she ran soooo fast and omg, I don't know what kind of run was that. Fast jog? Okay it's not even jogging! IT WAS LITERALLY RUNNING! Haha talingong. =.=" I was lucky the "Sexy Bitch" electro playing in my iPod saved my life. :D *damn you so sexy bitch, so sexy bitch DAMNNN!*

We managed to sprint ah at the finishing line. Hahahaha. :P *sighs*

Then si Ninie said. .

Ninie: PUNYA PENAT!!!!
Me: Who asked you to run so fasttt!
Ninie: you yang! I thought I was running too slow cos you macam relax jaaa....
Me: Budu! I wanna die oredi tadiii, relax apa! =.="""
Ninie: Talingong!
Me: you la talingong, talingong!

In short, I ran the fastest 2.11km's of my life. HAHAHA!
9 minutes plus!

After the run. :D :D
*taken with the sister's hp*

Now, who here starts off their Sunday with a run?
We know we did!

Then we had breakfast there, drove home, on the way home, saw the ex-boyfriend's ex-girlfriend and I went psychotic. HAHAHA. Cos, well, I don't like them as much as they don't like me. YAY! Sama lah. :)

Ninie wants to go for a swim later. So yes, it's gonna be a VERY HEALTHY Sunday. Like my weekdays aren't healthy enough right with trainings twice a day. =.= Anyways, looking forward to it! :D More photos maybe? Heehee.

Spent time with my baby the whoooole day yesterday. They won for the 4x100m relay! :D Ada org tersadu la juga hahaha. But still leading! :D I'm still wishing that my sister ran tho, due to her injuries, alaaa Tantini Kamin couldn't make her comeback! But soon, SHE WILL! :D Tunggu lah kamu. . . :D

Kayyy that's all for the updates!
Gonna go makan lunch with the sista and kacau2 my baby. :D
heeeee.


*sorry for the privatized blog, ada crisis kehidupan skiiiijap. :P *

3 posts in one day. :D

Finished training early todaaayyy.
The rain was SUPER HEAVY! Like, I don't know what's that. The angin so kuat can. >.<
Found this on YOUTUBE. :D HAHAHAHA. Bad Romance Club Penguin version. XD CUTE! :D


Away from training for 2 days! :) Competition this Saturday. No bie till this Saturday. :( sobssss. But it's alriiite. :)

Uiseh, someone terasa-ed my previous post owh.
:D I'm so good. haha.
My sympathy goes to you. :( Cian owh u kan. Huhu. XD

Lalalalala~

Psssst ui kau. :)

Ko masi juga owh kan baca blog saya?
Teda kerja lain suda? Hahahahahaah.
Kesian. ;)
Biar la bah.
At least I have a life and at least I'm not disturbing ur life anymore kan.
Haih, perempuan2. :)
And now that I have nothing to do with you anymore,
I CAN SAY WHATEVER I WANT ABOUT U!
muahahahaha.

Terasa?
Palui. :P


Go la u far2 away~
shoooooh shooooh~
this blog has nothing to do with you AND you anymore. :)

How I met him.

I can't help but to blog about this. I don't care if it's 1AM in the morning or even if it's 5AM, I don't give a damn. I just want this memory to be in my blog. Whether it's gonna last or not, that I'll place behind my head.

It's been more than 2 months since the Church Sports. So many things have happened and so many changes I've gone through this year. I'm glad that this year's finally coming to an end. But I have another thing that I will keep in this heart of mine at least for, as long as I live.

There was this guy who added me in Facebook. Y'know, sometimes people just simply add you for no reason, and lucky for that person, I was in a good mood and approved his friend request. Cos' usually, I'll be ignoring people that I don't know. Since his name was quite familiar and also his profile picture was a picture of him during the Church Sports, then I must've bumped into him right? So, I approved zee friend request. :)

I was so attached to someone at that time, my friends and the people around me mostly know about this. Tracklover the first? Haha. I'm not gonna lie, I was stuck. And I struggled. We both did, so that one didn't stay. I'd like to say sorry to everyone whom I've deeply hurt and yes it was MY mistake all along. Back to the story. . . I was so hypnotized that I pushed everyone aside. I didn't wanna know anyone new, I didn't wanna say hello, I just wanted him him and him. But on one freakishly weird night, I was on Facebook, and I was chatting wit these 2 guys whom I've also known from the track, si Max and Neville! Haha! I forgot what we were chatting about but I did remember my conversation with Max, it was about dieting. Haha! He was complaining about the need to lose some weight and I was complaining about the same thing as well, since I oso have the same problem kays! :P

Tiba2~~
*pop*

'New message from Arthur Motoyou!'

I went 'Heh?, sepa lagi ni???'.

I don't remember exactly how it went. . but it went something like this. .
Arthur: helo
Me: helo :D
Arthur: meow!!!!!!!
Me: heh? how u noe? hahahahahaha!

He caught me by surprise cos I have no idea how he came up with the idea of calling me 'meow'. Why? COS!

1. He doesn't know who I am. That's what I thought at first lah.
2. How in the world does he know that I like meows a.k.a cats? WEIRDDD!

I remembered that my Facebook punya lah hectic that night, it was like 5 or 6 people chatting wit me online and Facebook's chat thingy is very d cacat and sangat sott! I had to layan 5 to 6 people, answering different questions and more lah. I felt like closing the damn window! But since I was ehem, sort of, ehem interested in someone at that time sebab he comel*still comel hahaha!*, so tidak jadi lah close down. Hahaha! XD Anyways, chatted with this Arthur Motoyou guy about random stuff that I don't remember clearly.

Chat, chat then chat some more, he then asked for my number.
And so did Max and si Neville at the same time. I thought they were ganging up on me since they train together and all. I hesitated at first cos I just changed my number due to some unexplainable reasons.But I still gave it to them and I remember telling this to each and every one of them. . .
" Please don't give my number to anyone without asking me 1st! " :P Haha!

Well, Arthur, he's sort of different. As soon as he got my number, HE CALLED! I was like WTF? I was like, " eeeee apa bah ni mau kol2, ish shit.. apa mau ckp ni!!!!!!! ". But in the end I picked it up but I don't remember what I said. Haha! It was a short call cos after that we resumed our chat on Fb. :P

That's that.

Starting from that day onwards, he continuously texted and called me. Texted more than called of course, sometimes I didn't reply at all because I don't see the point of me replying his texts. Haha! PUNYA JAHAT! At times, I cursed him cos he called at the wrong time and moment! UGH! I have to admit, I was sooo annoyed at him during those times that I kinda ignored him. Boleh dikatakan I benci juga lah. :P

Even though I hated him texting and calling me, we still call each other by the name of 'meow'. Haha. Can't help it, I love cats too much XD. And I think it's cute for someone to call me 'meow'. :D

There was this one time that he called me and we talked for quite a long time. We talked about tattoos, training, boyfriends, girlfriends and more. Haha, then it got to me that he's not that bad after all. At least I can click and ter-'satu kepala' with him juga lah. ;)

Oh wait, don't get me wrong, he's not a complete stranger. He's a runner, I've seen him before, just didn't know his name. *didn't want to care even. . oops! :P*

Starting from that call, I went easy on him. Didn't ignore him that much, and we communicate *hahaha baiklah, skema juga ni blog ni...* a lot more than before. Almost everyday? :) ahuh. I had problems with the person I was with at that time, a problem that I've created. And I'm still so sorry about it, but I've left it behind now. I always mengadu to si Arthur about my problems, and I still remember this one particular conversation with him . . .

Me: I don't mind, as long as he's happy, I'm happy.
Arthur: If you think about orang lain seja, then sepa la mau jaga u?

MASI CLEAN AND CLEAR IN MY MIND! XD Hahaha. . .~ I have to admit, tertouch juga la my hati siiiiikit. Hehe. :P It left me thinking that I should end the complicated problem, for my own good and for the people I care about as well. So I decided to end it. It ended. BAHH, end la, finish, no more, kan?

WRONG!

Tiba2! From 'meow', to 'bie'! XD hahahahaha.

I didn't know how it happened.

To tell you the truth, it went from zero to SIXTY! For the girl that I 'thought' I am, I never even bother to LOOK at a guy like him, *don't worry, I told him this hehe *,I've never even looked at him and I didn't give a damn about his existence! I didn't know which was Arthur Motoyou to even begin with!. Hahaha!

Throughout the 15 years of my life, I've never laughed so much in a day.
And I've never stopped laughing ever since I knew him.
ADAAAAA JA! Haha!

I didn't wanna say that I love him, because I wasn't sure. So I didn't say it. I remember the things that he said though, most of it. I remembered the videos that he showed me, 'The Climb', which he said was OUR song. And the most important and weird thing of all is, I didn't know whether we were even together or not!
At the track, we passed by each other without even saying a word. It was weird though since we talk a lot on the phone but when it comes to facing each other, we both hesitated.

9th of November, his birthday. :) Haha! I remembered the whole damn thing. That's when I know, "Owh, okay, maybe this IS happening?".

It gradually happened and the feeling to take good care of him increases and I tend to have him a lot in my mind, which is rare for me because I don't simply fall for someone and this one, I didn't fall straight away, get me? I didn't go , " Oh saya jatuh cintaaaa! " the first time I saw him. I was like that with every other guy, so you get what I mean. HAHA! * yes, I'm like that, I like to stare at guys, for no reason, to make myself happy lah actually XD * But him. I didn't care who he was! O.o But he does have a nice looking backside. XD

Another thing I'm so freakin' guilty off:
Staring at a guy's backside.
HAHAHAH!
right.
=.=

NOW.

I can't get out of bed without getting a good sniff of him. *mmuaahhh baju yang wangi!*
We both can't sleep if we don't spend hours on the cell.
The both of us can't go anywhere without telling each other this : "Jangan nakal!".
He knows the other side of me, Konea Kamin CAN and is ABLE to love someone and be soft. :P
And I know the other side of him too. *tiamau bagi tau, me ja tau :D ♥ *

I'm not going all ga-ga with this one though. The feeling of protecting this thing I have with him is so strong that I can't afford to mess this one up.

Mau ckp, "God sent him for a reason" pun macam teda2 la pula. Hahahahahah!

Haih, does anyone know how I feel right now? This thing is so unexplainable.

............
UIIIII~
I seriously want to end this post but I'm not satisfied.
WHY HIM?
*haih*

Baby, you and I are two very VERY different people. I'm glad that I found you cos' now, I'm balanced. :D Heeheeeee~ Pandai senyum2 suda skrg kan bieee? hehe.

This post is done. Now I can go on and live my life. :)

Owh btw, don't ask me when we officially became an item, cos we both don't know. No date, no day, no month, just year. 2009. :)

Love?. Haha. ♥
yeap. :)

Gooooodnight. :)

Been singing this song whole day long. Still in MLTR mode :P Time to sleep! Gym at 7am man. Competition this coming Friday & Saturday!

60m's and 100m's HERE I COME! *God please bless me*

I like how I end my day by talking to my bie. :) I feel so mellow right now. :) Ahhh. Nite earthlings! :P